Wednesday 5 January 2011

A Little Kiss from The Dearest One

Hey there!
waktu menunjukkan jam 21.30 wib, it's not that late actually...but my eyes aren't compromising at this time. So I'm just gonna make it real quick.

Had a very fun moment at work this morning, but also things started up kinda heavy for me. Just some unfinished tasks from the previous year. It's kinda funny if I put it into words 'previous year', there's no differences from other days, it's just the same. But I refuse to think it that way! It has to be different from the yesterdays, it has to be much better!.

So, malam ke sekian di tahun 2011 ini sudah dibuka dengan ajakan bicara dari hati ke hati, antara saya, ayah dengan adik. Well, this is a very common thing to do for us, it's just that Dad really made sure that this one is dead serious!!!

My Dad is always the one with the thousands words to inspire us, to motivate us, to never let us fail...that's just him!
So did last night when we decided to talk about future, about being bold, about being brave, about conquering our own fears!
I have my own fears but in the same time I am someone who really believes that the fears won't help us going anywhere, fears will only make us their slaves. Fears can keep us away from our dreams...and I won't let that happen!

I know the facts that I have so many goals and dreams and I'm on the journey to make them come true.
Well then, thanks Daddy for the unconditional love and ongoing support that you give us all the time. Love u Daddy.

XOXO

Sunday 2 January 2011

Happy New Year 2011

Helloooo!!!!!
Happy New Year!!!

Today's the second day in 2011 and yes I'm so excited. I personally had a great New Year's Eve at a friend's house. With other friends and also ma boyfriend was there. It was a simple celebration, simple party. Just a great way to spent the last minutes of 2010 with ur best friend, after years spent with family at home. It's not that I regret spending time with family on NYE, but I wanted a different moments for this year.

And it came true. So sorry that I can't upload pics here, it's just that my friends have them, so I haven't got the time to ask them. LOL.

Alright peeps, so I have a lot of things I want to grateful for in 2010; I have more friends, I have more knowledge, I experienced things that hopefully will make me a better person. I have my Macbook, I have my Ipod Touch, I have great experiences in organizations and life. I find peace at some states of mind, I gain more happiness and lost most of my weight which I must keep it up and I intend to!!!

For my next big things in 2011, I really don't know whether I should call them resolutions or simply goals? All I know, these are the motivators to motivate and support me to be better and better and much better!!
Okay, I also have to improve my faith, meaning; sholat more, pray more, be nice and do nice to people more, read the Qur'an more. I have to keep motivate myself in losing the weight and reach the ideal measurement, meaning; more workout and apply more of that Hypnolangsing thing. I want to improve my relationship with my boyfriend, meaning I want to get married!!! Yeaaayyy!!!. I have to have a much better job! the one that will get me closer to my goal and dream!.
I want to work more so that I can have more money! Yeaaaayyyy!!
I have to improve my relationship with m family and friends, and I have to be more focus on my goals!!!
I have to save more and yess, I'd like to be able to rock those cute dress in the stores!

Let's wish each others luck! And remember....to keep on rockin' and rollin'.

Love,
Mesmerizemae

Fashion Talk : Yellow Wedding Inspiration Board



Hiya! Welcome to 2011!

Another inspirational board that I made is taking the color of yellow! Most of the time, yellow defines as the playful color that most people don't want to use it for their wedding. But nowadays, there are a lot of them that use this color as their wedding theme.
Hints: for yellow wedding, make sure that you'll do it outdoors and will be perfect for summer!. It is also very important not to use it everywhere. Also, make sure that you have that bubbly personalities that go with this color.

Do not force it! Do not use this color as your wedding theme unless you are known as cheerful and playful person. And yes, make sure that you talk about it to your groom, however this is you and your fiance's wedding!.